Del querer y otros demonios

Hace mucho quería escribir y simplemente no encontraba la inspiración, la pena, la queja o noticia que me sirviera de excusa para hacerlo. Creo que he estado envuelta últimamente en una serie de cosas que si bien me permiten seguir, no me permiten avanzar y acaba de suceder algo que simplemente detonó la bomba. No soy de las que creen que con un simple chasqueo de dedos todo va a cambiar, no es que me falte Fe, simplemente no creo que las cosas sucedan mágicamente, todo lo que he visto que se ha logrado a mi alrededor, se ha logrado con esfuerzo. Así que sin ganas/ inspiración /pena o queja dedico unos minutos a escribir formalmente que las cosas deben cambiar. Talvez esto me sirva para auto-comprometerme a hacerlo ya que últimamente quiero hacer tantas cosas a la vez que no se ni a cual atender primero, pero como esto es un Blog y aguanta todo lo que le escriba, aprovecho para desahogar un poquito todo lo que quiero:

Quiero algún día abrir un negocio
Quiero ser mejor profesional
Quiero administrar mejor mis finanzas
Quiero terminar una maestría que no tengo ni las más mínimas ganas de terminar
Quiero leer más
Quiero cocinar más
Quiero que a veces no me importe tanto como realmente me importan las cosas
Quiero volver a hacer cosas que antes no hacía
Quiero hacer ejercicio y bajar de peso
Quiero atender unos cuantos temas de salud en los que me falta disciplina para poder atender
Quiero rescatar unas cuantas relaciones
Quiero empezar a hacer algunas cosas solo porque si

Quiero todo esto y quiero más, pero solo queriendo no se logra nada...

Cosas que he hecho...

How Many Things Have You Lived Through?

I have read a lot of books.

I have been on some sort of varsity team.

I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.

I have been to Canada.

I have been to Europe.

I have watched cartoons for hours.

I have tripped UP the stairs.

I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.

I have been snowboarding/skiing.

I have played ping pong.

I swam in the ocean.

I have been on a whale watch.

I have seen fireworks.

I have seen a shooting star.

I have seen a meteor shower.

I have almost drowned.

I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.

I have listened to one CD over & over & over again.

I have had stitches.

I have had frostbite.

I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.

I have stayed up til 2 doing homework/projects.

I currently have a job.

I have been ice skating.

I have been rollerblading

I have fallen flat on my face.

I have tripped over my own two feet.

I have been in a fist fight.

I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight.

I have watched the power rangers.

I attend Church regularly.

I have played truth or dare.

I have already had my 16th birthday.

I have already had my 17th birthday.

I've called someone stupid.

I've been in a verbal argument.

I've cried in school.

I've played basketball on a team.

I've played baseball on a team.

I've played football on a team.

I've played soccer on a team.

I've done cheerleading on a team.

I've played softball on a team.

I've played volleyball on a team.

I've played tennis on a team.

I've been on a track or cross country team.

I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.

I've bungee jumped.

I've climbed a rock wall.

I've lost more than $20.

I've called myself an idiot.

I've called someone else an idiot.

I've cried myself to sleep.

I've had (or have) pets.

I've owned a spice girls CD.

I've owned a britney spears CD.

I've owned an N*Sync CD.

I've owned a backstreet boys CD.

I've mooned someone.

I have sworn at someone of authority before.

I've been in the newspaper.

I've been on TV.

I've been to Hawaii.

I've eaten sushi.

I've been on the other side of a waterfall.

I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.

I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.

I've watched all of the Rocky movies.

I've watched the 3 stooges.

I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.

I've watched Looney Tunes.

I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.

I've been called a geek.

I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.

I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.

I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.

I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.

I've met a celebrity/music artist.

I've written poetry.

I've been arrested.

I've been attracted to someone much older than me.

I've been tickled till I've cried.

I've tickled someone else until they cried.

I've had/have siblings.

I've been to a rock concert.

I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.

I've been in a play.

I've been picked last in gym class.

I've been picked first in gym class.

I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.

I've cried in front of my friends.

I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.

I've played Halo 2.

I've freaked out over a sports game.

I've been to Alaska.

I've been to China.

I've been to Spain.

I've been to Japan.

I've had a fight with someone on AIM.

I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.

I've had serious conversations using IM.

I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.

I've been forgiven.

I've screamed at a scary movie.

I've cried at a chick flick.

I've watched a lot of action movies.

I've screamed at the top of my lungs.

I've been to a rap concert.

I've been to a hip hop concert.

I've lived in more than 2 houses.

I've driven on the highway/been on the highway.

I've driven more than 400 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 400 miles in a day.

I've been in a car accident.

I've done drugs.

I've been homesick.

I've thrown up.

I've puked on someone.

I've been horseback riding.

I've filled out more than 10 myspace surveys.

I've spoken my mind in public.

I've proved someone wrong.

I've been proven wrong by someone.

I've broken a leg.

I've broken an arm.

I've fallen off a swing.

I've swung on a swing for more than 30 mins straight.

I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.

I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.

I've lost my backpack.

I've come close to dying.

I've seen someone die.

I've known someone who has died.

I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.

I've done modeling.

I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.

I've taken something/someone for granted.

I've realized how good my life is.

I've counted my blessings.

I've made fun of a classmate.

I've been asked out by someone and I said no.

I've slapped someone in the face.

I've been skateboarding.

I've been backstabbed by someone I thought was a friend.

I've lied to someone to their face.

I've told a little white lie.

I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.

I've fainted.

I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.

I've pushed someone into a pool.

I've been pushed into a pool.

I've been/are in love.

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Ahora leyendo:

De la escritora chilena Marcela Serrano, El albergue es un lugar a donde las mujeres van a curarse, de males personales, pero sobretodo de amores fallidos. Por ahora va muy bien... :)

No dejes que la tecnología te atropelle

Nunca he usado Twitter, realmente nunca me ha interesado. No le veo interés a estar actualizando cosas por varios canales a la vez. Sin embargo, debo reconocer que si me mantengo al margen, con el tiempo eso puede volverse en mi contra, así que como resolución personal acabo de decidirme a utilizar Twitter! Con esto no quiero decir que vaya a abrir un canal personal o algo por el estilo, pero de que me voy a documentar pueden estar seguros.

Ya les contaré como me va y qué de bueno le encuentro a la herramienta.

10 razones para no ser la amante

Encontré esto por la red, me pareció sumamente cómico. Espero le sirva a alguien en algún momento de decisión.


1. Nunca tendrás compañía en fechas especiales. (Navidad, cumpleaños, fines de semana, etc.)

2. No puedes planificar una cena romántica en su casa, y mucho menos podrás ir a restaurantes públicos.

3.Los Domingos no puedes contar con su compañía, él tiene familia y ese día es de su esposa e hijos (en caso de existir estos).

4. Tú mereces ser la esposa, no la amante, la persona a la que él ama sin necesidad de esconderse.

5. Si le llamas por teléfono, y recibe una llamada, te colgará el teléfono a ti y no a ella.

6.Sus noches son de ella, no tuyas, sus planes son de ellos no tuyos.

7. Si está casado, no puede ser “tu media naranja” (ya es de otra).

8. Esas palabras “estoy casado pero no tengo nada con ella” es una vil mentira.

9. Es malo ser amantes porque TÚ misma te estás devaluando al no darte el lugar importante que te correspondería por ser la pareja de alguien.

10. Si estás enferma o necesitas algo no puedes llamar, está con su esposa, tú sólo eres la amante (la que debe esperar que tenga tiempo libre para ti).

Paso #3

Poema para toda Mujer

Tatiana Lobo
(fragmento)


Me agrada que me digan que soy histérica
porque entonces puedo
lanzar los platos a la cabeza
de quien intenta hacerme daño.

Me gusta que me llamen bruja porque
puedo quemar el lecho
donde me abusan.

Me gusta que me llamen débil,
porque me recuerdan que la unión hace la fuerza.

Me gusta que me digan chismosa,
porque nada de lo humano me será ajeno.

Pero lo que más agradezco, lo que más
me agrada, lo que más me gusta
y lo que me hace más feliz es
que me digan loca,
porque entonces ninguna libertad me será negada.

Me agrada saber que mi cerebro es más pequeño
que el cerebro del hombre,
porque entonces mi cerebro cabe en todas partes..

Me agrada que me digan que carezco de lógica,
porque entonces puedo crear una lógica
menos fría y más vital.

Me agrada que me digan que soy vanidosa,
porque puedo mirarme al espejo
sin sentirme culpable.

Me agrada que me digan que soy emocional
porque puedo llorar y reír a gusto.

Con tantas fortalezas acumuladas,
con tantas habilidades y destrezas aprendidas,
Mujer, si lo intentas,
puedes volver el mundo al revés.